Unbelievable!

After she dumped you and you weren’t a couple anymore and you two lived on different continents, she still demanded you pay for her dinners, and after you declined she became nasty towards you, YET you still hold her to the highest regard and want to be with her. She treats you with complete lack of respect yet you still want to be with her and cry over her.

You can’t be serious. What causes you to be so attached to somebody that nasty? Please seek help. I suspect you might draw some enjoyment from being humiliated and made fun off by women and next one will be just like her or worse.