I work 40 hours a week ... ( don't thing I am lazy ? ) ... and have most of your symptoms ... mine is depression for sure ... I can feel it get better then drift back ... as long as it does not get too black I just live with it ... really been so long it seems like who I really am ... it just seems being down is better than the other ( mine is rage mostly ... almost all negative ) ...

take care of yourself ... I find an ironclad sleep regiment and eating better helps me the most ... and as said lots of water ... and of course my meds ...

be well my friend ... Tigger .