Any chance I had of building a career in the normal time frame , ( you know , college after high school etc...) was destroyed by many different circumstances.
Ok , the present. Am permanently disabled and can’t do physical work. BUT I could have used my mind , ( like went to school and got multiple degrees, or read 1,000 books ). It’s the psychological damage that caused me to just vegetate for years. I won’t get into details but I think you get the picture.
All my hopes and dreams were taken away. I’m not about remorse or regret anymore though. I feel I’m ready to move on to learning. Thanks to mindfulness
I’ve been able to stay in the present , ( most of the time anyway) ! My concentration level has risen , ( it was at 0 until just recently). Now I just need motivation. My past has beaten me down very hard and I’m very tired.
Just want to quietly whither away. Any tips on how I can get motivated enough to at least be able to have a small hobby ?