I know the person I was before being diagnosed (and given meds) and the wife didn't like that person. She's told me that everything is cool and she'd stick by me as long as I was on my meds. As soon as I get off the meds and things crash and burn (when they do because they always seem to when i take myself off my meds without anyone knowing.) she said she didn't know if she could be with me. So that's a huge intensive to stay on my meds because I love my wife with all my heart.

Med free is the dream for me as well. However, it's not reachable so I try to be on as little meds as possible. So I feel your need and want to be med free. I wish my doc would see that and work with me to get off them. Though I know from experience that it's for the best if I stay on them.

I know going med free isn't for everyone, and it looks like many people feel that it's impossible in their current situation (to each their own, right?), so I wish you the best of luck in your journey to be be med free.