Later, we think of things that we wish we could have done differently. But I'm sure that you would have gotten help if you were able to at that time. You were probably stunned, or scared, and I don't know that you could have done anything different. You were a child and were conditioned to do what was expected of you. You did what you had to do in order to survive. I don't know if this is the answer for you or not, but these are my thoughts, and I hope that it helps you.

Rap