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Old Feb 22, 2018, 03:44 PM
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Originally Posted by Fharraige View Post
Is what's lurking inside you all the things you've hated about yourself? Or what others hated about you?
It's both. I've grown to hate what's made others misery because that's important too. I just now looked at myself in the mirror and thought that I should know this person better than I do. I need to think more before I act, but it does seem that actions are required much faster than I can think. Inaction is still an action.
I'm upset with myself for my past choices. I never should have done so many things that I did so repeatedly.
I can't wait until I can feel well enough to get back in the gym. At least there I'm only bothering me. But that's not true. I do talk to others. Maybe I should leave them alone there too?