@Nola0250

Thanks for your support. I am having trouble right now with trying to figure out who I am vrs is this an illness? Why do I do the things I do? I know in my heart I am not a bad person. It's hard looking I to the mirror and being very genuine with yourself and saying "you may have a mental illness"

I struggle with accepting this but also know that if it is the case then I could be on my way to healing more then I could if I resist. I don't want to have damaged relationships. Its a very thin line, being open about it, because I also don't want to be judged or looked at as if I am crazy. It has been a rough year and It feels as though it is not over yet. Hopefully I can gain some insight and it feels good to talk to people on here about it. I feel less crazy.