This is a part of what I'm going through right now. Love?
I don't know if I'm capable. Everyone I've ever loved, I've also trusted. Everyone breaks that trust and hurts me. I suppose in that I've loved them, meant they had the opportunity to hurt me, but there are certainly those I never loved that continually hurt me as badly.
I think love should be a two way thing, but it isn't in reality. Loving means giving openly of yourself, without desire for returned affection.
In that definition, I've never loved anyone. I've always expected them to love me, but they don't. Their behaviours certainly don't show it. I'll be alone forever or wind up with someone else that kills me mentally because I don't truly experience love.
I don't like my logic cycles one bit. I just depressed myself there, a lot!