She was disillusioned to herself never got a sane way to deal with things internal choas isn't communication it is a way to lead to false memories. She read too much in to the symbolism just like her group thinker that help do certain things. This in our mind will always stay foggy dissociated and disable to the saner world and systems. We even made them a depiction of themselves as our olds would say ur being childish so to draw that with our home town children that prime for a good hitting (fllooding induced psychoiss). To just share for diagnoses is what she has to know about her history. To bring her down to our level the level on what got us here anyway. That is why she hides makes assumption and had to take initiative because others we're being inudated with more knowledge that they could take in. I'm trying to be affirmative but at the same time it is what it is for someone like her. They are always going to be big mentality greedy from a big facebook page and family. It doesn't have to be this way either! Bad therapy has a heavy price to pay.