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Originally Posted by Wild Coyote
Not the best day. Accidentally messed up meds this morning, taking 2 x as much as usual. ZZZzzzz. Could not stay awake.
Love to All!
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My thoughts are with you my friend!! I recently did the same thing and was SO worried about it too! Hang in there, just make it through till tonight, and then sleep sweetly and peacefully when you do.
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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25
I’m reeeeeally trying not to lose my ****. I’m so ****ing irritable right now. I came home and the house was a total mess. Which makes me pissed with my son because it’s his ****ing mess. He’s so ******* messy I HATE IT. I know he’s only 7 but I’ve been making him clean his **** since he was like two. He won’t do it without me telling him to. I KNOW he’s only 7 so I’m really trying not to take out my bad mood on him but I am tired and all I wanted to do was relax and I can’t because I have to clean.
I also found out that if I take an intermittent FMLA day at work I have to get my doctor to write a note for it. I was kind of expecting this but I can’t see my pdoc every time I need to take a day. I’m not sure if my therapist would work. Like what exactly does the note have to say, that I had an appointment or just that it was recommended I take a day off? I’ll have to ask HR. It just really annoys me because it’s just added stress and the purpose of the fmla days were to reduce stress.
Uuuugh I’m so ****ing angry!!!!! At the whole world!!!
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I feel you wildflowerchild25. Hang in there stay strong. I KNOW how hard it is to clean up after someone, when all you want to do is just rest and relax. The only thing I couid offer that you do, is to just take a break, and block out everyone and everything, even if it is for 10 or 15 mintues, to breahe deeply and calmly to just relax your heart and soul. Sending plenty of hugs!
As for me, I am flying sky high. I am probably expereincing hypomania, but I feel good, and my pdoc said that having some hypomania doesn't mean you're on a one way trip to the hospital. I do have to remember to take it easy, and not over exert myself. Being on the internet is like falling in such a black hole. So many places to click, so many discussions to be a part of! All this connecting is such the "perfect storm" for a person with bipolar, it is like a catalyst to our manic nature.