Crap... I am sad and crying because there is this person I feel I need to be taken care from. I really want her to take care of me, to protect me and to like me... I think I am projecting the need of a loving mother on her. But at the same time I feel this void like I have been abandoned... I feel like she is rejecting me or she will anytime. She is a nice person, not much older than me.

I know how insane and ridiculous this sounds. I am mad with myself for feeling this way.