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Originally Posted by sans
Dechan,
Loved ones sometimes miss out on signs and then feel awful forever about it. Don’t fall through the cracks. Ask someone for help. Tell a loved one that you are struggling. Find a way to get a support system, therapist, doctor and anything else you need to start feeling like yourself again! I’m here if you need a talk.
Sans
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I did everything you said. My friends and family know exactly what is happening to me. I did communicate all last year with my primary doctor, counselors, therapists, and a psychiatrist. As well, I called hotlines, and came on here and posted. I literally do not think I am going to last until the end of 2018. I think I am going to have an accident or a heart attack. I don't care. I cannot sustain a life where I am suffering without relief. No one (of friends, family, medical professionals) seems to take me seriously, it seems, and they expect me to cope on my own.
Now I am going to church (twice a week) and putting my things in order. I don't want to leave a mess behind to burden others. They all have busy lives.
It is often a matter of people passing the buck...no one wants to step up and really help out. I truly don't know why I am still alive except that maybe God has a purpose for me to still be here.