Gary I think you look just fine! LOL Welcome to psychcentral. You've come to a good place in your life.

The support you will receive here will give you back some of that confidence you had to be 3D with ppl. I'm sorry you feel your looks keep ppl away. I don't let looks affect me, and seek to find the good in everyone I meet. It wasn't obvious to me that I do this, but I learned it years ago when doing seminars, my friend would always tell me, now so and so needs more this.. or that person that.. and even if she described them physically, I had no clue... color, scars, moles nope... I didn't see them. I'd like for you to find ppl like that. . . those who seek the beauty within ppl. You'll find some members here just like that!