Hi DechanDawa. I hope you're keeping yourself grounded through everything, hang in there please. I'm sorry about me misunderstanding you and getting angry, it's a grave shortcoming of mine, oh dear. I've tried to reply to the last two PM's you sent me but I keep getting this message when I attempt to respond: "DechanDawa has chosen not to receive private messages or may not be allowed to receive private messages. Therefore you may not send your message to him/her."

I can only guess, but maybe I'm on your ignore list? I don't know. If I am I accept that, but if I'm not I'd like to try and be a supportive friend and reply to your PM's. Your struggles aren't going over my head.