Good for you Bizi!

I think I might be having issues again...I don't know. I did something online and now I'm anxious about it (trying to rekindle an old friendship and I'm so anxious and nervous and sad that it might not happen or something bad might even happen.) and I'm doing everything and anything not to think about it, but I still keep obsessively checking for news, or checking that there is no news yet. Ugh!

But I am also working hard on my other stuff. It sucks that I'm so mentally preoccupied though, but I'm physically going through crap that keeps me from doing anything extra anyway, so perhaps it's best that I stay distracted...except that I don't know if I'll be able to sleep tonight. Sigh! I'm kinda an emotional wreck right now. Excited and anxious at the same time. It's mental! ...now to the bipolar checkin. *sigh*