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Originally Posted by daggy
Stress is really having an influence greater than what I would like.
And still, the waiting continues.
I shall I fear be a ball of jelly soon.
I don't have any male friends which make it worse.
Very lovely.
Thanks for all the support .
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Ok got the dates.
Thought I would feel relieved but just lost
The only thing is I am a bit superstitious on numbers
I was born 1961 1st in the ninth
My kids 11/11
9/9
Now the date of my op is 4/4
Have 2 weeks to get the results of final blood
Now it seems I have to fit into everybody else plans
Lucky its Easter holidays then.
Nobody will notice any of this I can guarantee.
Everyone keeps saying its nothing
Having someone take a part of you out is a weird feeling but to take such a diseased part and leave you with a gamble of life or happiness or being that man is all elementary now.
I will be given what I deserve.
Maybe I will feel different after the latest blood come back.
The story is nearly changed .