For a handful of his old clients (clients he had prior to starting his new job), he has actual therapy sessions at B&N. I told him once that it made me feel really awkward and like I had to leave stuff out sometimes because I didn't want to upset other people who might be able to hear us but we handled that when it came up the same way we handled me being too anxious to go into the store - we sit in my car and talk.

I heard from him yesterday when I asked if I was on his calendar for our regular weekly session today - after last week, I didn't trust that I was. He responded that he was just about to text me, that he forgot his kid has a thing, sorry.

I feel like he is abandoning me because he got fed up with dealing with me and because I did something so wrong and made him so mad that he finally gave up on me.