I'm talking to my ex girlfriend who I broke up with 3 weeks ago for the 3rd time. We used to live together, but we developed a drug abuse issue together, she is a little narcissistic, emotionally abusive, but she doesn't MEAN to be, she is just unwell same as me, but in slightly different ways. But the first and second time I broke up with her, it was over methamphetamine use. The third time, it was because she was being emotionally abusive toward me.

Now, we have been talking for about a week over email, pictures and a phone call when she had an emergency. I am so in love with her that I have vivid dreams of running away and living with her. But my mom says it's a choice between her and my family. I will be making a choice and abandoning my family if I get back together with her this time. They won't support me. It's so complicated because my heart is hers.