Nothing about your post indicates failure. There is nothing wrong with being honest with yourself. I find it courageous, because you are being honest with yourself.
There will always be manipulative, selfish and indifferent patients. It comes with the territory. Will working in a hospital or clinic really shelter you from the darker side of humanity and suffering?
A job shouldn't make you feel like committing suicide. It is a signal that something isn't right and that you need to address it.
What do you really want to do? What other career interests do you have? There are a lot of ways you can help people without working in healthcare.
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Last edited by The_little_didgee; Feb 23, 2018 at 12:31 PM.
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