I am simultaneously exhausted yet hyped. I’m sitting here yawning but at the same time I want to dance. Definitely on the hypomanic side of things today but probably only for a few hours, Then I’ll Calm down. Tends to be how it goes, especially if I’m working or cleaning or whatever. But I’m happy hypo today bc it’s Friday and I only have to deal with work for 5.5 more hours! Then I get to go home and do whatever.

I’m really tired of the mood swings though. I just want to be consistently stable like I was in January and like I was for a year and a ****ing half before I had to stop invega. Swinging back and forth so wildly is exhausting.