Yesterday morning I had a pdoc appointment and he said he was going to send over a prescription for trazodone to hopefully help with sleep. Ive been getting an average of four or five hours a night. I was hoping to pick it up yesterday and take it last night, but nope. This morning I called the pharmacy as soon as they opened to see if my doctor sent over the prescription, and nope. Then I immediately called my doctors office to tell them to remind my doctor to send over the prescription. I still have not heard back from them; they said they would call after sorting their **** out.
It's Friday, so if he doesn't send over the prescription today he wont get another chance to until Monday. If I still cant sleep, Ill probably be manic by then. I dont particularly want to be manic right now because I just got off clozapine, and I'm terrified if I wind up in an episode my doc is gonna put me back on clozapine, and Ill say "no way, José," and wind up IP. But you know, what the **** do I care at this point?
Just frustrated and want to sleep for more than two hours straight. Sorry.