(((((((((jacky))))))))) Good to see you. Sorry you are having a rough time though.

Feeling rather raw. Well, undercooked maybe... Teary, with anxiety and dread through the roof. Been up for hours. Still glued to the bed. My life just feels like such a hopeless mess and so do I. I just want to disappear or hide under a rock or something. I want all the **** to just GO AWAY!!

I've had so much numbness and was recently thinking that was a bad thing. I take it back. I forgot how much intensity can suck.