God knows I've tried everything including steroids to gain a pleasant looking figure, battling poor food choices and like I said, trying everything. I've noticed that I function better (mentally) eating only one main meal a day. I keep pushing towards losing more weight. I'm weighting the same I was when I was in my early 20s. But none of which possible had I had intervention, I can't function under other people's wishes, for the same reason I have always had a tough time with authority figures. Even if that means sacrificing my state of mind...knowing well, the positives involved with daily exercise regardless of the intensity.