She may have loved you in whatever love is in her mind. But her behavior is awful, so even if she did/does love you, you wouldn’t want to stay “in love” with her.

People lie to each other. People lie to themselves.

I have a female friend who is nervy and tries to use me, but in small ways...like to pay for her when we go out. Sometimes I will, sometimes I won’t. I am unnerved that she tries, it’s obnoxious. But that’s who she is, and I decided to be her friend.

So, if you kept this woman in your life, she would make you miserable no doubt.