I’ve typically heard Narcs having daydreams of admiration of some form and being preoccupied with their appearance.

Too much meaning sending long paragraphs in texts 4/7 days of the week or at last whenever I see my friends. Or better yet, excessive in comparison to how much they rant to me. Again, I’m sure my uplifting personality is my saving grace.

True but I thought the misanthropy would make sense in this case since I’ve heard actual Narcs Typically come hate people. Nvm then.

Yeah i figured some of it was BPD-ish since I know the two disorders can appear similarly. Still I plan to see that specialist and get the full picture. But thank you.