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But maybe smaller steps, face to face, were not working?

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My trip home kind of intensified things..I really tried to explain..but it just couldn't come out...I think she knew it was affecting more than I reported.

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..but maybe what you wrote is truly honest and perhaps it included some of your needs. That are not getting met by the marriage...read those words and was horrified.

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Yes.....I really don't have an appreciation for what love really is...

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T's are just trying to find ways that might help you; looks like yours found some paydirt but you're in shock at all it has produced?

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Paydirt...yeah I guess that's what she might call it-it will likely secured a need for a few more visits ...shock...yes. She seems to always be a few steps ahead of me.. I wonder if she knew this would happen? Did she manipulate me? Is this some power game?

Luckily, I have a week to recover ... I'll be OK...my biorhythms must be low this week :-) Sister, I'm not ready adjust the assignment at this point. I think I've had enough for a while.

Thanks everyone