Sorry to hear everything you have been struggling with
I really hope things turn soon and that your mother gets better, and you get a more peaceful state of mind.
Seeing loved ones going through rough times are really hard, and it can take a toll on everyone- regardless of MI. With your own struggles- which our racing minds often are- it is double the trouble sometimes.
You seem to be handling everything really well, you are a strong person.
I wish you all the best, hope you get a weekend with more rest. Take care of yourself.
Big hug