I'm not sure I'm suited for university. Sure, I'm just at the beginning and at the moment things have been going ok, so I technically shouldn't be too worried. But I am, I don' think it will last much longer. I'm not very smart, I'm not very good at studying.. I try my best, but I'm not sure that will be always enough. Plus, even if I do try my best, my teachers wouldn't know.. and what if some of them are very strict/severe? They might be asking for more than what I can actually give..

Plus, it doesn't help that I'm very lonely there. I'd love to have some friends, perhaps even meet a girl I like, but I don't think that's gonna happen anytime soon.

Thank you for listening to my rant.