I was virgin until I was 23 and I did it not because I wanted but just because I wanted to lose my virginity.
Yes it caused me suicidal thoughts.
I know women near 30 who still are virgins.

There are men who are crazy for virgins.
Dont worry about it. I did mistake losing my virginity without feelings, it caused me trauma.

Dont be afraid, if you find a man who loves you, virginity will be best gift for him.