Of course I'm trying to find a solution to get my motivation engaged so I'm not just at home isolated in apathetic lack of motivation for the outside world's things including (remote) work but including most other things too. I have some ideas here, if it works, I'll write more about it. I just hope I also find the energy too but the idea is that if the goal to work for is 1) realistic and concrete 2) with concrete steps leading to it and 3) is meaningful enough or positive enough in whatever way to me and finally 4) it involves setting up external demands that I have to meet so no hiding from them. The latter means involving other people, because, at least in my case, that's something I don't ignore/is a motivating factor. So for example I have to do something that affects other people, that's something I don't ignore.

I hope all that made sense.