Last night was tough. I hate that the two experiences, the beautiful and the terrible, are enmeshed with one another. I am well aware that it will own me until I learn to let it pass through me...but feeling safe enough to do that is another thing.
I feel safe, but not necessarily brave, when I am in your company. If I were stronger, I would speak the things that get stuck in my throat rather than choking on them. I need to stay with it when I'm there, to get it out.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin
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