Thank you for all of your replies.

I believe I'm going through a huge period of being awake. Like seeing my behaviour for what it really is. I am not diagnosed yet but I feel it deep down something just isn't right. I'm not a pathological liar or a theif. I'm not sure how to even describe how my behaviour has felt, sometimes really good, sometimes really bad, and sometimes not cognitive.

Thank you for all of your advice. I rwcahed out because I wanted to know if this was normal or normal symptoms.