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I oversept my pdoc appointment that i really needed and didnt even have it in me to call. Im suffering bad and cannot make it far out of bed. I am avoiding anything about suicide because im so scared its a rabbit hole i would get lost in. Even seeibg the suicide hotline scares me .I guess its a good sign im scared. Blah
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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