For as far as I've had a mobile phone, I never used to take texts too serious. But in the past year or so, I've been really impatient waiting for a reply (one day at least, but getting worse) and I start to draw up my own reasons why they are ignoring me.

I've driven myself to complete exhaustion and feelings of anger are swooping in. These feelings of anger last on average, 4 hours.

I'm also being avoided by my father, a huge trigger and I fall deeper into the abyss. I'm thinking of getting high, but it's only 8:25 am