hey t. thanks for scheduling for next week. when i see you on 3/1 it will have been 4 weeks since I saw you last. I wanna talk about the money complex that was activated again this past week and the guilt I feel about it. But I also want to talk about 'us'. Is this how it ends? This gradual, fading away from you? If h hadn't gone back in the hospital this past week, it would have been even longer until I contacted you. Who knows, maybe I wouldn't even have done. We never really talked about what happened when you said "I know" that time a while back. Yet, it was HUGE!!!! Huge-er even than what happened on 1/4. The hugest. But I just, well, since then, this coming as-needed, our relationship is fading and I miss it. So I guess that's my question.

Is this how therapy ends?

p.s. thank you for the smiling emoji after your "see you then".