I still think about high school a lot.

I was a loner in high school.

Normally I imagine myself being in front of my ex-classmates and performing something. Recently I was probably watching bowling on TV so I've been imagining myself being able to bowl and everyone sees me bowl a perfect game.

Or sometimes when I hear a song on the radio I imagine myself singing in front of them and they think I am talented.

Then i have regrets that I mull over. Wishing I hadn't said something, or wishing I had been able to make an effort when I was in school, and so forth.

Does anyone else do this? I think I have to stop and probably try to live a real life today. Perhaps I should play my guitar for real instead of imagining I'm in the past and performing.