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i dont want to ruin my health with the meds, i just want to be normal.

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Hi, Cottoncandylocks,

I so understand your feelings here. I have no advice for you, but I want to you to know that I understand how you are feeling.

There are lots of people here who know what you are going through. It's a good place to be.

Good thoughts to you,

Myzen,