Boss has a medical review on Monday. Find out soon if I still have a job. I feel like I'm supposed to just stop. A week has passed and my car isn't fixed, got sick which never happens, if there's a message I'm not getting it. Tried to rest today mom woke me up for a stupid reason. I hate my life. Just when it seemed good it all goes bad. I swear my mom curses me. She denies it but words hold power and she speaks negatively a lot. From my job to car she's only happy when I'm miserable.