ohhh! I have issues! No, I've been relatively good, but I still haven't gotten an answer and i'm so tempted to throw in the towel (and take back the request). This is so like making me vulnerable and looking stupid. I wish I could write a message...but i can't. So anyway, I need to be strong now though and try not to think...I just. well. this all makes me wonder if I'm even doing the right thing. Oh why does it hurt so bad??!!! (this IS internet addiction, because I'm going everywhere else to try to forget about this one thing...and I'm trying to distract myself with other stuff on that site, when I probably should be away from it.) ugh! what can I do?! (rhetorical, i think, because I just have to keep doing what i'm doing-stay distracted-awwweee!! i hate this!