I gave in and flipped out.
Now im on 24 psych watch. My heart has ildiseases because of pills i took, I'll have to stay here for next ecg tomorrow , and my blood tests are a bit not normal either.
this is what i wanted.
I would have preferred being dying at work or at least beeing called an ambulance on. Instead they brought me there by car. Im grateful but they all ruined my plan. And after being at ER they warned my parents, something which i would have never done and neber consented to it.
Another thing, i wanted to faint at work but i only got dizzy and sick. I. seems im.going to save them for next time both for nex time....