I felt better most of last week. Even work was't so bad. Then on Saturday, middle of the day, I got chills and trembling and that awful feeling in the stomach. Then I started crying. I was so tired of anxiety. I was hoping I was improving. But noooo... it won't let me feel better. It's like f**** teasing me. I've been anxious all weekend. Today, Monday, anxiety is very bad. The world doesn't seem real. I feel like crying again. I'm so fatigued, burnt out. I just want to go sleep and never wake up again. Not suicidal, just very, very tired.