I used to need her. 6+ years in, I no longer feel the super-intense attachment/need/longing that I used to suffer so from. That switch was flipped back in September (broken actually ha because of two little words that she said) and now it's purely a want and I schedule about once a month. I see that time between increasing soon... eventually I just won't go anymore.

I do miss the relationship as it used to feel sometimes, but it's just not such a big deal anymore. I used to think I would never feel this way....