Thanks for this Seesaw, it touches a chord with me. I was looking for something in my desk drawer and tucked away in a corner was a very familiar small box. Didn't touch it but it sure brought back some painful memories. My former self was such a tortured soul. It was timely because I've been over functioning lately and feeling some resentment about it. Resentment can be a humongous trigger for me. Hugs to everyone and keep up the good fight.