your therapist is treating this relationship like a non-therapeutic relationship which is seriously unhealthy for you. you didn't do anything wrong but you need to get out of this relationship because i don't think it is going to improve or go back to being any kind of therapeutic or professional relationship. he's completely abused his power in the relationship and now you're suffering the ill effects of that. if possible, try to reach out to someone trustworthy. do you see a pdoc?