Shortly after the previous post I relapsed and started using cannabis daily again. I was using it for anxiety but I think it makes anxiety worse long term. I was also smoking it, which in a way reactivated my urge to inhale smoke from a 35 year history of smoking cigarettes that I finally beat in 2015.

Anyway, I'm off cannabis again. Today is day 2. I have horrible diarrhea but maybe that is just an accident. My worst urges are in the morning. I just don't want to be addicted to anything anymore.