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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25
Same old same old right now. I’m cracking for sure. I always say I can’t keep going and then I do anyway, until I get hospitalized. Mother emphasized the fact that I absolutely cannot go to the hospital again. Thanks Mom I know that. You’re not helping.
Really want to harm myself but I guess I’ll be ok.
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You know what’s hilarious??? This was my post this morning, I was feeling incredibly horrible, wanting to SH and all that.
Now I’m like weeeeee the sky is bright the sun is shining I loooooove my life! And **** everyone at work who’s trying to bring me down!
Seriously I love everything right now, except like wtf is actually, for real going on with all this ****!!! Why can’t my brain pick a mood and stay there!!!!!!! Preferably hypomanic LOL. Except
Not bc I don’t wanna spend too much money.
Fact: I got a pdoc appt for today.