fctwinkie,

The exact same thing happened to me. I tried and tried to keep myself attached to my "faith" What has helped me a bit is knowing I can make my own "faith".. I can choose a spirituality that helps me. I'm reading the Sacred Self right now, and its lets me accept every part of who i am and others. Also.. I tell myself. If God is God, then he will lead me to truth. Sometimes the truth is different then we saw it in the past and that is okay too. I hoe that as I find truth and enlightenment inside myself, I'll see more of out outside myself.

Wishin you best. Feel free to pm.

ev