Saw T and pdoc today (she did have a cancellation). Pdoc thinks it’s just extreme anxiety. She gave me Ativan to take as needed. She also upped rexulti to 2mg. And interestingly enough she lowered the trileptal with the intention of taking me off of it. She said it was because my sodium level was low.

Thanks apfei, I think you’re right. I have to take it day by day. I think now that I have the Ativan maybe I’ll be able to remain calmer throughout the day.

Funny story: pharmacy said they gave me 60 Ativan but there were only ten in the bottle. Wtf? Now I have to go back and pick up the rest.

Ah well hopefully everything will work out.