This has a really simple solution, and that is getting rid of the weed. I think you still have weed just to make it easier for you to relapse. So IMO you are being disingenuous with yourself, which means you are likely to start smoking weed again. In your present style, you will smoke some more, then swear off of the stuff, and then predictably smoke some more. It is a game you are playing with yourself.
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