I don't particularly like food, but I just can't stop eating. Especially at night. The only time I can stop eating is when I'm under extreme stress which means I usually don't eat while I'm at work.
But once I'm home, I guess the depression hits me and I just can't stop myself. I don't keep much food at home, but I always buy fast-food on my way home from work. I eat and eat. It's not enough to feel full. I've eaten so much at times that my own stomach can't handle it and I've spontaneously thrown up.
Looking in the mirror is so utterly painful at times. Most days I go to sleep hoping I never wake up again.